Apr 10, 2018
Sometimes I can still hear his voice inside my mind. I know he is gone, and there is no way to bring him back. But sometimes I do miss him. It hasn't been easy being forced into transforming into a girl. I behaved like a man in a girl's body for months. But eventually I gave up. I started acting like the woman I now am. Although I am quite a rebel and a free spirit.
From time to time, when I am checking out a guy, or fantasizing about sleeping with a guy, I can hear my old maleself yelling at my ear "Don't do it! you are a guy!". I usually just shake my head, and go one with my life. Hopefully he will eventually fade out. He is quite annoying.